Once again , I allow you
To look at the gapping holes
Of my mind and soul

I, Knowing that you will analyse and criticise
Open my magic box
Hoping that you see the truth

Once again, I do not want the misunderstandings
But I am aware there will be
Holes even in my answers to your questions

I will fumble with words to defend
My thoughts, ideas and vision
Not being able to convince you with reason

Once again, I will hope to show you
The inner side, my agonising desire
To see you happy and free

I want to see the lightness of being in you
To be able to laugh and cry
Fly to drown, Judge yet forgive

Once again, I want you, Humanity
To see hear, say, feel, sense
Maybe a shred of truth, without trying to categorise

I want to be, to let you be
I once again, need to see hope in you
Yet again, want to believe in you

I might try, just one more time